Tried to hold on
Tried to forget
Tried to fix this
Tried to hope
Tried to be strong

I decided to choose you
   more or less 7,644,00  million minutes
I have a chance
   a decade ago to have  a new life
I did not gamble
   but losing the battle right now
I dont know why just want have a happy family
I'm not perfect but should pass the test of life



Maybe the environment
Maybe my relatives
Maybe yours
Maybe me
Maybe you


Days are not made just for occasion
Days are created to treasure every moment
Days are celebrated how matter simple it is
Days that you've neglected
Days that are always important to me


Think of the consequence
Think of my children
Think of you
Think of memories
Think of marriage

Don't feel  anything
Don't see the caress
Don't deserve this
Don't like this emptiness
Don't you bother


Been good but sleepless
Been fighting for so long
Been hurting for quite sometime
Been supportive
Been nothing for a while